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Silent Oblivion

by Managarmir

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1.
I am no god Liar in the glass Hand of ill faith I will not bow down to your martyrs Innocent to your own actions I cannot protect you When you kill yourself Living amongst the gods in land for the king of kings You are not worthy Liar in the glass Works for his life, now past Liar, dead Ruler, cut off his head I am not a king I am not a ruler I will not be lost I am not a liar I am no god Liar in the glass Hand of ill faith I can not
2.
Morning Star 03:30
I am not your worship I demand no penance Frightened people, I am here Scatter everywhere in fear Lucifer, divine I stand amongst the corpses of those who died I have found my god, Lucifer I was blind Now I see I wanted to be free at last But I have found a new being to follow Now, 'til the end of me I have sacrificed it all, 'til the end of days I will give my life for you Found a new religion Followers follow me Sell my soul Deity There's no turning back Losing my selflessness I am lost in darkness Lucifer, come guide me The light fades away I am blind with pride I see the light inside your blackened soul
3.
Proxy 05:19
I go through a proxy You can never touch me I am not alive at all, this is a contradiction I am not alive at all, this is my life [chorus] Live through all those around me I control all their strings Like marionettes for my soul I break, make them dance I'm out, I'll find my way back in I'm out, I'll disappear I live my life alone, no one belongs to me I'm not afraid I'm not your slave I'm not anyone else I am a dream [chorus] Live through all those around me I control all their strings Like marionettes for my soul I break, make them dance I am in control, I won't run away I am in control, I will not be drowned I will cut my strings Lost among the sheep I go through a proxy You can never touch me I am not controlled The puppet master is gone He cut the chords away This is my life [chorus] Live through all those around me I control all their strings Like marionettes for my soul I break, make them dance
4.
Open your eyes and see the world around you I am being held a slave I am left alone, day after day I am your captor I am your ruler I am the darkness within I am being held against my will Who are you? Please help, I'm drowning I am not a coward You are not my slave I will be the victor I will set you free Dissonance in silence Defiance in absence I am the dark within Dissonance in silence Defiance in absence of guilt Dissonance in silence in pain Reliance in mercy and vain Rob me of my dignity Take from me my faith Rape me and assault me now Bring me to my fate I will be the one Watching you from way up high You will be the first to die Take her in the back and shove her face through the window, then throw her in a body bag. I have raped and murdered them all, marks on their faces and scars on their backs. I am taking beauty out of this world and into the next one, straight into hell. Her long blonde hair and bloodshot eyes, her curves and tears and pleas for forgiveness. My life is all a lie (Lie all you want) I can be all I try (you will never escape) To cheat death, it's not the end (cheat life, it's not the end) The darkness inside of me is too much to burden The light behind my mask is too dim to eat me whole Silent in darkness, absent in the light Presence in the light I am blind to the light beneath the dark within my soul Open your eyes and see the world around you Close your filthy mouth and listen to my last breath I am the dark within Bring me to my knees Take me from my faith Take off my mask and see I've become a monster I've become a saint I was born a martyr I will die in restraint
5.
Iris 04:37
I see you, Iris, love. You are a goddess here I will not stand by you until your grave in the end Iris Heaven's not for any weak of heart For all those torn apart, I'm here Iris, the goddess of love and hate I hate you Iris, love. You are the devil inside me I will not stand by you You are nothing to me I will get my revenge Iris, you will pay Iris Hell is not for any weak of heart For all those torn apart, I'm there Iris, the goddess of everything I hate I am darker than the sun is menacing I will take over the world with my dear Iris by me I am the sun, the moon, the earth I am the one who gives rebirth I am the one, the true, the lost I am betrayed, became the cost Iris, the goddess of everything Iris, the goddess of everyone
6.
Living in cold (trusting no one) Dark in the abyss (I live in fear) Loving all people (covered in sun) I'll die in bliss (my eyes are clear) There's an experience worse than blindness Certainty around you There's no world but black Take me away From this place There's more for me In the dark Into the abyss, blackness swallows you Into the blackness, darkness consumes me Come find me, in the gallows of hell, I'm dying to tell you my tale I was lost in the dark inside of me Blinded by my altruistic thoughts Terrified, my whole world had disappeared Clinging to light, running from the darkness I'm found and now you are the pitiful You cannot feel all of the beauty I see Was lost but now I see you're pitiful Your eyes are dull, glazed with unwearing caring Open your eyes Become the prize Lessen your faith and die Open your mind Slave to the grind Project your faith and fly away Into the abyss, catch my fall Fall into darkness, hear my call My worst nightmare, blinded by light Certainty around me, there's no world but black
7.
Moonshine 03:22
I am not a slave to my addiction I have all my mind and heart I am not a tool for your conviction we have lost all time and art As I approach the light...my eyes begin to burn [chorus] You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're drinking your life away You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're wasting your life away I can take care of myself This poison is my lubricant Pumped through my blood and veins I try too hard to stop it But end up back again I am a victim of my own Habits, forces of weakness Drowning in sorrow alone Twisting unconsciousness The moon is so bright, and this bottle is so beautiful The closer I come to it...the brighter it becomes [chorus] You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're drinking your life away You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're wasting your life away I will quit by myself The longer this goes on...the worse that I become... I can't take the pain inside any more [chorus] You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're drinking your life away You drink and you drink, do you ever consider? That you're breaking away I will die by myself
8.
Fool's Gold 06:56
All this time I've been searching for a brighter light Now I realize that there is none All this time I've been searching for a way out Now I realize that there is none This gold is my loneliness Brighter than the sun There's nothing like this I am the chosen one I have nothing left, but my sight Nostalgia is what kills me I see nothing else, but a bright light Now I realize that there is nothing All my life I've been searching for this brighter light Now I realize that there is none I can see what is left I need what you want Look at me in my eyes See their shine, bright as gold All my life, I've been looking for you All my life, you are my light Fool's Gold Fooled ya! It tastes like fire And I know it's childish But you don't understand me And you will never find me All my life I've been searching for this brighter light Just to find out that there is none The light is too bright for my weak eyes and I will die All this time I've been searching for a brighter light Now I realize that there is none All this time I've been searching for a way out Now I realize that there is none
9.
Build to annihilate Destroy and dominate I am god Create, incinerate Built to abominate Struggle to find a god who I can trust Create society for all our disgust If my story ends here alone I don't think I'll mind Annihilate Assimilate Build to annihilate Destroy and dominate I'm no god Prophet to save us all Speaks for my heart Blue eyes as bright as gold My light for art
10.
Our world is ending Our lives are gone Life's not worth living Dead all along The world's a wonderful sight Floating there, surrounded by night If my story ends here alone, I don't think I'll min Floating free, it's the last thing I'll see I've thought of your grace in the starlit sky I wonder in the night This is oblivion I won't be the one to die I won't be the one to beg Get down on your knees Do as I please Are you silent? Are you silent? Are you dead yet? Our end is nearing Our eyes are black Death sees us weeping Silent attack When dreams are forgotten, and all hope is gone When promises are stolen, this life carries on I'll wait for a while, let the engines run I'll think of your smile, but I'm all done I picture you, in warm summer skies I think of us, and then close my eyes It's all of this I wanted, but never forget I'd trade it for you, and one more moment yet I think of you under the starlight I think of you in my dreams, my dreams tonight I think of you under the moonlit night I think of you and I know I'll be alright Silent oblivion is louder than war eternal This is the end, the skies turn black Our world was dead all along
11.
Empty 04:41
I am empty inside, but your love fills the void I was down deep inside, then I knew I'd seen the light [chorus] When you're down I'll console you When you're lost I'll come find you When you're lonely I'll love you I'll never let you, never let you go There's a hole in my heart No one can fill the darkness inside of me I wish upon a star to be where you are I just can't stand this distance Without you what's existence I wish upon a star to be where you are (I need you now, more than ever) I just can't stand this distance (I want you now, more than...) Without you I live in paradise But I miss you [chorus] When you're down I'll console you When you're lost I'll come find you When you're lonely I'll love you I'll never let you, never let you go I wish upon a star to be where you are (when I needed you, you were there) I just can't stand this distance (when I longed for you) Without you what's existence (you were there) I live in paradise I'd die for you [chorus] When you're down I'll console you When you're lost I'll come find you When you're lonely I'll love you I'll never let you, never let you go

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released December 1, 2014

Jeff Horan - vocals, bass, drums, programming
Ashleigh Sandul - vocals on 'The Fraudulent', 'Iris', 'Silent Oblivion' and 'Empty'

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Managarmir Edmonton, Alberta

My name is Jeff Horan, and Managarmir is my self-produced solo metal project. I play bass, drums and do all the vocals, as well as programming for guitar and other various instruments.

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